Monday, April 11, 2011

Last Night

This weekend, Curtis and I spent all day Saturday and all day Sunday together!  It was really delightful.  I love him so much and he makes me truly happy!  Saturday we got some things done, ran some errands, and went to a game night with a few of my friends from high school and their husbands.  It was really fun to feel so care free and young again.  Saturday I felt really grateful that I get to marry my best friend in the world.  And that I get to spend my life with him.  We have so much fun together!  I was proud to have him there with me. 

On Sunday, we went to my cousin's baby blessing and had a fun time spending part of our day with my family.  Then we headed to Provo for a baby blessing for one of Curtis's cousins.  They served my favorite foods there: chicken salad sandwiches and spinach salad with strawberries and a sweet dressing.  It was delightful!  Then we came back to my house to spend a little more time together before Curtis had to leave for Ogden.  It was nice to just lay on the couch together and let him hold me close.  Then when I thought about him having to leave, I got really sad.  I'm at the end of my rope now, with only 3 weeks left of the semester.  I'm done with class, I'm done with homework, I'm done with not having money cause I don't have time to work, I'm done with not being able to get enough sleep, and I'm especially done with not being able to see Curtis.  I'm not trying to be a whiner, I really have a ton to be grateful for!  And I am so happy, happier than I've ever been. 

So last night Curtis let me have a good cry.  And when I say a good cry, I mean a good cry.  I was sad to say bye to him when it came time for him to leave.  But it felt good to get a good cry out.  I'm so thankful that Curtis let me cry.  And give me a hug.  I really love him.

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